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How do i make myself more attractive? More social? Seriously , the fact i can't deal now is my low self-esteem and confidence. Ugghh!!

Like seriously? How could you? Just because i'm not pretty and skinny as the others. You can just ignore me like i'm those slutty students who can't control their extremely bad yapping.

Im your fucking sister !!! How dare you treat me like trash! Same goes to the other students, just because i have a hard time talking to you doesn't mean i linci you! Please try to be patient with me as my chinese is isn't that great.

I have bad reactions towards awkwardness. I tend to be shy. And i have problem on how am i suppose to react to things .... Like direct looking into people's eyes? Yeah those kind of thing. People tend to misunderstand me and thought i have a grudge towards them. Please understand , i mean no harm to you. If i keep looking at you, it mostly means i wanna be friends with you or i kinda have a crush on you?

Anyway, stop those incredibly paranoid actions or thinking. I won't bite you or anything. T-T