Changes

I just realized recently that I've changed alot.

I gotten more and more unsociable , rude and mean.

Some cousins and relatives of mine told me that , yet I didn't realized until just now. I'm I that annoyed with their presence? When did I become into this person?

How? Why?

Is it because of stress? Punishment from God?

I'm so into being beautiful... being smart.... yet...

I dunno.

I can't even give out a good conversation with my family members.

I hate myself